Will I Ever Hit 22?'
Those who have added me in MSN would have realized that my private nickname was written as 'Will I ever hit 22?' I am very sure that some of you have asked me and some might have been wondering what I meant by that. And yea! That is exactly what I am going to explain here.
During my secondary school years, I have always been having this dream, in fact - the very same dream that states that I will die in a most horrific road accident when I am 22. Ironically, the dream have stopped quite a while until recently. Maybe this is due to the fact that my 22th birthday is just around the corner.
Anyway, I believe that some of you would feel what is so big deal of my dream isn't it? After all a dream is just a dream but yea, try to think of it. Would not you feel scared if you have a same dream for few weeks consecutively, whenever you are asleep? How would you react to it? Would you try to stop thinking about it and pray that it would not at all be true? or Would you try lying to yourself and not caring at all on what does this dream actually means?
As for my part, I will take this dream as form of message which is meant to conveyed to me - even though I do not know what messages are there behind this dream. Though I am not ready to die at such a young age just yet, I would still prefer to stay optimistic and believes that there is at least a form of message for me, apart from death itself.
Despite all this, if my dream which I have always been having meant that I were fated to leave this earth anytime soon, I would like to say this to all my families, friends, relatives. Thanks to all of you for always being there all along. And if, I have commit any wrong to you in the past, please forgive me.
In contrast, if this dream represent something else apart from my death, I will take it as a second chance which is being given to me by god. At such, I promise that I will pledge to be a much better person by taking the past as another learning journey in my life. Take care all :)
During my secondary school years, I have always been having this dream, in fact - the very same dream that states that I will die in a most horrific road accident when I am 22. Ironically, the dream have stopped quite a while until recently. Maybe this is due to the fact that my 22th birthday is just around the corner.
Anyway, I believe that some of you would feel what is so big deal of my dream isn't it? After all a dream is just a dream but yea, try to think of it. Would not you feel scared if you have a same dream for few weeks consecutively, whenever you are asleep? How would you react to it? Would you try to stop thinking about it and pray that it would not at all be true? or Would you try lying to yourself and not caring at all on what does this dream actually means?
As for my part, I will take this dream as form of message which is meant to conveyed to me - even though I do not know what messages are there behind this dream. Though I am not ready to die at such a young age just yet, I would still prefer to stay optimistic and believes that there is at least a form of message for me, apart from death itself.
Despite all this, if my dream which I have always been having meant that I were fated to leave this earth anytime soon, I would like to say this to all my families, friends, relatives. Thanks to all of you for always being there all along. And if, I have commit any wrong to you in the past, please forgive me.
In contrast, if this dream represent something else apart from my death, I will take it as a second chance which is being given to me by god. At such, I promise that I will pledge to be a much better person by taking the past as another learning journey in my life. Take care all :)
posted by FiFi at
5:58 AM
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