Sunday, June 21, 2009

Dragging me to Hell

The problems tat u been through, i understand.. Ur Money running out.. Ur parents.. Ur bills.. Ur degree.. Ur werk.. Yes.. I do understand.. Nt only the word understand tat i meant.. I knw wat u been thru.. N i cn feel it.. But one Thing tat i couldnt understand.. Its all about U... Ur anger..

Once u show n teaches me.. How to control anger n respect people.. But now i didnt see anyting in u.. Jus bcoz of mistakes u got mad over me. i tink u shld get or do something on ur anger management.. jus because of questions tat ive thrown to u, u got mad.. Hey..wats wrong with u.. U re being unfair.. U re being selfish.. Arent u aware of tat?

I dont think i could work on tis anymore... U go la.. As u wish.. As u wish, u ask me to fuck off rite.. Coz i knw i miserably failed. Yes I failed! I give-up!!.. I cant take this anymore.. Its a nuisance in a relationship if i cant ask any questionS. So what if its a repeat questions? U re being unreasonable.At least ive tried to changed!

What ive done to u earlier is nt as much as wat u ve done to me nw... N then yet i changed.. U re now being the old HAFIEZA... I dun tink i need someone like u.. Yes.. I do love u.. Coz of ur positives mindsets and attitudes, but u dissapoint me..I cant understand ur anger..i cant..Im sorry.

U once cared, U always shows tat u will never giveup on me.. U making me put hopes on u... Remember Hafiz...I didnt fall for u during the first meet..After wen i knw u.. Ur type, Ur style..Ur attitude, Ur patience.. N then i truly fall.. Not as simple as tat to make me fall for someone..rmb?.. i tot u were different.. Smile, patience and strong.. But im wrong.. i told u, i dont mean to put all e stress on euu, but its my mistakes.. But y mus u get so angry?? Y? Y? Y? If u tink u dun love.. Then u move k...

Yeah.. Nw its my turn to say.. I dun see anything in our relationship.. Not even in the future. Even if i promise u, tat i will try my very best to changed, u wont rite.. It needs both hand to clap.. To make tings works.. If this gonna continue, Then i leave..

Even if i were to ask or mayb console u to get better, u would simply be angry.. unreasonable... Im hurt dear. Im hurt.. Ive tried my best.. But I failed.. U wanna win rite?? Then Move.. The world re urs.. Go n settle ur problem k.. Coz i dun want to be ur burden, or mayb adding onto it...

Well Hafiz.. Im Sorry coz i cant be with u.Ur words shows tat Im nt good enuf for u. Hafiz please Forget me, and please dun ever come bck for me.. U re once a guy who win my heart, n u re the guy who hold to ur words.then let it b... tats y I Love u but I tink its better for us to move.coz ur love is dragging me to hell.. Hopefully one day u find someone better... Please dont burst ur tears.. Just go dear..

take care dear...

bye